Archive for August, 2011

TRIPS and Bitch Mollymaid !!

August 5, 2011

I just recently bought a trip for 2 to CUBA for Myself and one of My fave subs.  It’ll be for a week in October.  Soooo exciting.  I think it’s funny that one sub pays for My trip and I take another one.  I remember when My mafia sub pre paid for a $2000 flatscreen and when I went to pick it up I paid an extra 100 to get a better model.  It never even crossed My mind that this might hurt his feelings.  He said it was like a slap in his face but that he of course liked it.

My apologies for not writing much but I have been really busy going out with a few previous subs ~~~ Molly (aka Kevin) is back !@#@#%%  I decided to get a hold of him and make a lil room for him in My life again.  And I have also been meeting many new subs as well.

Molly and I went for the most amazzzing lunch and then I had him chauffeaur Me around on a sunny Saturday afternoon to have one drink at about 5 different places.  It was super fun.  Molly told Me that he missed Me desperately for 8 months when I cut him loose.  I wouldn’t have guessed that.  I did miss him for about a week though.  He said the thing he missed most was the control…  Hmmm considering that I feel like I have controlled MANY men way more it makes Me wonder how many men I have ruined for other “Mistresses”.

Speaking about other “Mistresses” I don’t know how a woman can consider herself to be a mistress if she doesn’t COMPLETELY have her own life and shit together.  That’s probably one of the things My subs like most about Me — the high high level of ease, wonderment, efficiency, organization and happiness that is My life.

Back to Molly ~~~ I am so so so so glad that I decided to allow My housekeeping/errand bitch to come back to Me.  I really do like him A LOT.  Truly submissive.  Brilliant.  Humble and kind.  Naturally submissive.  Adorable.  A fun sub and a wonderful friend.


New Financial Bitch… (A reformed “Dom”)

August 5, 2011

This little bitch has been serving Me for a week and has already showered his Goddess with over 3 grand.  I wonder what the coming week will bring.  It’s funny because in the past he’s often been a “Dom” (I have even seen pics haha)  but men should rightly know that they are ALLL just little bitches waiting to find their amazzzzing wonderful Mistress to serve.  Here’s his latest letter of many:


I can’t believe i am here writing you a letter of apology… I really thought I was going to be able to walk away free and clear, to be free, to go and be a Dom and have girls do what I WANT … clearly that’s not what’s going to happen, it’s not who I am… I know I talked a lot about being a real slave.. and I really am, I just hate admitting it, hate being controlled 24/7… it’s scary, I was scared that I was in so deep with you already, and also scared about how much it was going to cost me (I have $22 in the bank right now!). I’m sorry for just running away like a pathetic little bitch. I know you deserve far more than that Mistress, you are a true Goddess, you live that way everyday, I could never dream of being on the same level as you. I like to think that I can be a dom man, and I can… I can go through the motions, I can hit girls, humiliate them, smack them around, piss in their faces.. and I DO enjoy it. I just can’t CONTROL them… I can’t own someone, I can’t MAKE them do what I want, I can only ever dom someone who submits willingly to me. That’s the difference, you are so powerful and controlling that you can literally bend people to your will and make them do whatever YOU want. I can only dream of that. But… it’s not really what I want. I think it’s so clear that I’m a pathetic submissive bitch who needs to be owned and abused completely…. degraded and humiliated, pissed on, fucked in the ass, laughed at and controlled… I hope you might have it in your heart to forgive me for being so stupid. Please Mistress XXXXX … I know I don’t deserve it, but please forgive this dumb fucking bitch matti for just thinking I could walk away like that… please?


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